Random thought today:
As it is nearing christmas, where many of us will be receiving and giving presents, its easy to lose sight on the less superficial things in life.
Today it hit me, how lucky I am to have the life I have, how lucky I am to have the parents that I do, they may not show in the best way but they have me and my brothers best interest at heart. They do spoil me and my brothers. They may not spoil us with material goods, but they do spoil us emotionally. Me and my brothers get away with doing little to nothing around the house while my parents work very hard all day, hours and hours. I don’t do a lot of things that I should do because I know I can get away with not doing it. That shouldn’t be how it is.
If nothing motivates me let this be my motivation.
Some honest words here.. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Health and Happiness!!
- Mom: You shouldn't have told him you loved him.
- Me: But, I did love him...
- Mom: Yeah, but you loved him too much. You never let a guy know you love him more than anything. Because then they won't care if they hurt you, because they know you love him. They know you're not gonna do anything about it. Once they know they have control over you, they start using it against you and take you for granted. He won't care what he does to you, because he knows you care enough to stay with him no matter what he puts you through.
- Me: But, what if you love someone enough that you WOULD do anything for him?
- Mom: You need to stop that. I taught you to be stronger than this. You don't NEED any guy. Where's your independence? You let people take advantage of you so much, what's wrong with you? You need to be bigger than that. The next guy, don't let him hurt you. If he pushes you over, you push him out on the street. My daughter doesn't deserve that.
So much shit.. Too much drama. Dont wana b part of it.
Seriously need to pack..less than a week to go before I land in HK…i dont have enough time to dooo everythinggg for before i leave >.<. GOna miss so many people when I leave…but got to take an opportunity when it comes!!! X
